Today is my 9th wedding anniversary

Today is my 9th wedding anniversary and I'm not even talking to him. He insulted me on the phone monday night and I've just completely had it with him. He is mean and rude. Things are coming to end quite quickly. I have started looking for an apartment. I am not sure I can do that financially.

my birthday and why it SUCKED

So yesterday was my birthday. Mitchell made me a fancy little gingerbread house in school it was very cute and is currently on display in the kitchen window. From the husband i get a cd. For all the years that i figured out a way to buy him something big i get a god da**ed CD. What an insincere jackass. He does more for his mother that he doesn't like than he did for me.

BTW - in counselling to get the nerve up to leave him. I don't need him in my life to treat me like this.

Entry for February 12, 2006

Aaaaahhh!!! STRESSED OUT!!!!

Everyone i s stressing me out. Work, kids, Rob. Especially Rob. I can't take the nonstop criticism anymore. He actually told me that I stuck my nose in where it didn't belong - the kids! The nerve. I have no time outside of my 40 hours at work to myself unless I stay up until midnight. He works 7 nights a week. I really think he might be having an affair with one of his 2 female bosses at the City. He likes to lie and actually prefers it over telling the truth so I will never know for sure until I catch him. And I will catch him!